Live like there's no tomorrow
and
Love like there's no other
but
when will I finally find my Love

19/2009
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我要一个我爱的人，而且他也爱我。。。



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today my mind was almost every moment was filled up wid u...
all abt u..``
the song i sent u was how i felt...
at tis moment..``
really misses u ...
i wanna gif u a hug jus now..
but scared u pull me go play soccer widd you..haha
so i did nt open e door 4 you...
i was actually planning to hug u b4 u leave...^^
misses~lings...
o^u^ o blush**

well,class was getting fine...
morning was slpy thn slowly i wake up le..but i feel tired..haha..so i nt very energetic anymore...
all the things seems to tie me down my neck, cant breathe.........HELP!

i tink i'm gng to pass e alumni set up thing 2 aisyah..heed ian's advice...cuz i'm only a treasurer..i would really lyk 2 b e founder of the alumni band..but i cant afford the time yet
cuz i really cant find time to go back sec skul to tok 2 e idiot dumb "YEO" haha...
thn by e time i go there dunu wad time liao l0r..thn somemore they start band after 14 MAY leh..its lyk 3 or 2 more weeks thn i'm lyk everything oso haven confirm,haven do..
ppl already start asking me whn is e alumni band starting
i'm so sorry ppl i really stress..i already tok 2 mr lun le..thn he support us la..so is up to e teachers & e skul lar..

thn ytd was e tune-in session in rpws wad..thn tis girl who's oso yr1 la..she sae she from henderson sec thn 1 yr nvr play le..so i said i noe e conductor there ma cuz of SWS,thn sandy ask her sit beside me 2 try 1st flute 4 tt day la..thn i gav her some comments n advice abt her sound:sharp or flat la..thn she 'bo song' me la..she tell my senior l0r..thn she so out of tune oso can play wid movements,as if got emotions lyk tt..wa liao..i wanna puke l0r..cant stand leh!!! tt type of tune and sound play lyk tt..and WTF is e diff playing a B foot joint and a C foot joint??? no diff la..pls l0r...don act pro l0r...i oso ate humble pies since e day i came out 2 swsy n others..ppl gif advice jus heed it la..wont die wad..jus try l0r...thn she left early..after she left thn flute so in tune l0r!! haha yea in-tune! thn tt gerl gav me impression tt she come here she tink she can play very well,tinking tt rpws is lyk last time not yet so successful..as in they're nt train enough yet..but no i tink its fine..its a beta standard of sec skul bands..at least there's improvement in us...lol..she beta don join tis yr..hha or i'll sae her till she siao! or else i'll complain 2 yusri..hahah!!! so bad...

Shirley out

ytd was nice..really veri nice..
i lyk e accompaniment..``
thou we're feeding the mosquitos..
but i do enjoy it..
cuz u're jus beside me..
beside me......``

by remembering things abt me isnt e same wid tking note of them..
tking note is lyk unwilling remember..
but remembering is u urself willing to keep it in mind....:))

when i saw tis "when u're with me,i'm free,i'm careless, i believe. the touch of ur hand against mine,heavenly.."
i was really touched..really..

Shirley out

this morning's mood was totally spoiled..
every sun my dad will come sk 2 visit us..
but oso every sun he will do this do tt,always keep himself busy
thn he will oso complain tt y i nvr sweep e floor,nvr mop e floor nvr clean here nvr clear there...
BLA BLA BLA..
in fact ytd nite b4 my 2nd sis went 2 slp,she lyk ordered me 2 bil e water tmr..if nt lata dad will sae :u all no need drink water ar? so lazy till no water oso nvm ar?
so ytd i did some housework and i guess nobody noes la..cuz all slping..i don lyk do infront of them..
i ironed e clothes which was placed on e sofa 4 few mths already la..haha thn i boil e water,clean my hamster area as well as fold e clothes and clean up my room..don expect me 2 sweep e floor whn every1 is aslp,rite? tt 1 is siao...haha...thn cuz my dad dunu i work so he tot i'm e 1 who is very very free..thn i sae i got go rp band every tue n thurs thn tue oso got piano,wed hav 2 go back skss thn fri i got work whole afternoon till late nite leh..i'm tired oso la..i no need prac piano de meh..i'm not talented till so genius no need 2 prac la..wa liao...
thn he nvr sae any of my sis..thn concern abt how they feel,wad they doing....thn wad abt me???!!!!!! always ask me do this do tt..I'M SO SORRY,I'M NOT E MAID! even maid is paid every month la..wad am i ? i'm ur child leh,dad..u noe y i always hav nth 2 sae 2 u??? cuz u nvr ever praised me b4..NVR!!! always will find fault sae tis is not gd enough or wad..nvr gif me any encouragement..whn i hav some SYF competition or piano competition hav u even encourage me?? hav u ever sae i'm gd??NO! even my fren's parents will sae i'm obedient,i'm sensible,i'm talented bla bla bla...wad abt u!!!!!!!finding faults wid me only will make me drift further away from u! u said u wanna noe me beta..but hav u ever think: i'm once a kid, so r u..but i was nvr an adult lyk u! so how am i suppose 2 understand u??!!! korkor always communicate well wid u but i cant..our age gap is so big la..u don even bother 2 listen 2 1 of my lame jokes..i feel tt i can nvr joke wid u..all i tok 2 u abt is money money and money! some times i feel really very paisae 2 keep asking money from u..so tts y i try not 2 tke from u whn i'm working..my door was nvr closed but u nvr wanna tke steps 2 b nearer 2 me...
i so so so tired of u picking faults...1 day i might jus leave home 1 day,if i cant tke it anymore.


xiaoli out ANGER!!!

he siad he will bare it all out 2 me...``
and me? i will do e same too..
we're both hurt deeply b4..
so i hope u don ask me 2 change,and accept who i am..
time is wad u need,and wad i need too...
me too hav same thots as u,2 tke it slowly..
i'm happy wid tis state i'm in..
有时越暧昧就越浪漫。。
i oso believe if we 'handle' it well,we'll make it a successful relationship^^


xiaoli out